Feelings are really stupid sometimes.
I really hate updating my weight, because I’m worried it will just creep back up..
BUT I’m officially back to where I was before grad. school visits! Just 7.6 lbs. to goal :)
i love the four days in a row. Even that many days cant hurt you, unless you let it.
ohh glad I see this right now :) needed it (:
So what I needed to see. Seem to haves lost some of the bloat/water weight from this weekend already!
This has been such a horrible few weeks. I’ve been focusing on my life/future, so my food intake and exercise (and healthy habits in general) have been taking a back seat.
My boyfriend broke up with me, for which I was completely to blame, but then, 2 weeks later, put me in the awful position of begging me to give us another chance. Basically, he had decided to “take a break,” but told me that meant he was free to screw around, and then didn’t talk to me for a week and a half. So at the point that he asked for another chance, I had already given up and was focusing on all the reasons we shouldn’t be together (how i move on). I love him and we worked together in so many ways, but there wasn’t enough effort on his end for most of our relationship and we don’t agree on a lot of the big things (ie. where we want to live, how we want to live). So as much as I want to be with him and enjoy being with him, I had to let him go because I don’t think we’d make it in the long run.
So, aside from that turmoil, I was deciding between my top two grad schools. I did make my decision last Friday (!!!!), but then spent the whole weekend wondering if I did the right thing, about both decisions. Agony and complete mental exhaustion lead me to some serious acting out on my carbaholism- I won’t even SAY what I ate!!
Big plan for this week: take care of myself, and get some serious CARDIO in to combat the over-eating before the fat and excess poundage set in!
